I am upset at the Bachelor, all along he was making the right decisions until last night. I almost don't want to watch anymore, I don't think either of the last two are good for him, but it sounds like the finale will be a good one. That has been my life, watching the Bachelor find the missing part of his. Work last night, made me question staying here. I was stressed out trying to figure out how I am going to financially move back, I'm annoyed that I have been here a week and still don't feel settled in staying down here, and then I went into work last night and got a reaction I was not expecting. I know it was stress related, and miscommunication, and I should not take it personal, but in a way I still will. Anyway I'm tired of sitting around and waiting on him. I'm going to start collecting my things...
The friend I am going to live with if I stay is pretty set on the apt we looked at yesterday, it's pretty ghetto from the outside but pretty nice, and pretty huge on the inside, but I'm not sure that the stress in the first few months is going to be worth it. I seem to have already lost my enthusiasm for being back, and I am not sure I will be able to get it back. I feel disconnected with Charleston, so that might be the sign that I am ready to leave it all behind me.
2 comments:
Sounds like you want to leave! It wouldn't be so bad to stay, but you should decide and put your heart into it either way.
I was not planning on that rhyming.
The Grateful Dead once sang something like "well the first days are the hardest days dont you worry any more cuz when life looks like easy street there is danger at the door." I suppose whether you stay or go you're going to have deal with some challenges. Do you want to go through a few months of readjustment challenges that may not lead to any new growth or do you want to go through some tougher challenges of moving back home and figuring out your life? Dun dun dun. . .I'm staying tuned.
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