piggybacking Kal...

"Happy Holy Daze, Leo! If I could give you one gift for the holidays, it might be a magic object to add to your love altar -- something like a pomegranate resting on red velvet, or a golden heart-shaped magnet, or Pablo Neruda's book 100 Love Sonnets. What? You don't have a love altar? Well then please begin creating one as soon as possible, and continue building it throughout 2009. For the next 12 months, the time will be right to get smarter, wilder, and kinder in your approach to creating intimate connection"....courtesy of the Charleston CityPaper

So I am not hopeless but apparently I need to do some work instead of the whatever happens happens....or go with the flow mentality I normally have. I think I will dig out one of my many Feng Shui books and research where my love altar is and what element is missing from it. I'll keep you updated.

So I decided to also read my horoscope in my local Rochester, Democrat and Chronicle paper...
"You're feeling slightly insular. And though you don't mind meeting new people, you find an emotional touchstone in the people you know well"

and this one is right on...which is why I'm torn in Rochester...my family is here, but my adult life is not (well not yet?) struggle through the starting over at the bottom in hopes of something different or go back to the familiar comfortable job that has a longer term potential not to mention sunshine.