p.s.

Applying for grad school is a tedious part time job, it doesn't help that I am dancing all over the deadlines, and feel like everything I do is probably not right...however when everything is said and done I will feel some sort of accomplishment. My bossman asked me what my plan was if grad school doesn't work out and as much as I'm not sure I will get accepted anywhere I do not have a plan just ideas. But one thing at a time right, when I am done stressing about applying I can begin stressing about what to do if I don't get in. But this is life right....what is the alternative to have nothing to do or stress over. I hate that I always feel like I am waiting for something else, waiting for my life to start but this it. This is my life. My twenties are confusing and sometimes depressing and frustrating and lonely. But this is my life and I have to embrace it. I watched P.S I love you on Sunday night. P.s I liked it a lot. I found it inspiring, and sad but in a hopeful way. I have been feeling very inspired lately watching that movie, having coffee with a good friend last week. Inspiration is good, it's real good especially for an artist. I just hope, well I hope I get accepted somewhere but if I don't I can not dwell I must continue to move forward.
Feel philosophical today apparently....